My Unplanned Pregnancy

I did it! My Mum is back from Las Vegas and I told her that I didn't think I could go through with the abortion. She was great. Happy for me to move back in with her in the short term, which is excellent news as that was one of my main concerns.

She just told me to really sit down and think about what I'm going to do longer term and how it will work money wise. I finally feel a little bit of peace )

I genuinely have a choice and I don't have to be bullied into doing something I don't want to do.

Today my Mum returns from Las Vegas and I have to break the news to her that I am not, as she thought I was, having an abortion. I am so scared! I know she will think I am ruining my life by keeping it, I just hope she stands by her word to support me whatever my decision.

I just have to have faith that I have made the right decision. Hopefully her jetlag may mean that she is tired, drowsy and accepting! I really need her to be on my side, I need at least one person who I feel is wholeheartedly behind me. J can't cope himself let alone try and support me.

Scared. Really, really scared.