I did it! My Mum is back from Las Vegas and I told her that I didn't think I could go through with the abortion. She was great. Happy for me to move back in with her in the short term, which is excellent news as that was one of my main concerns.
She just told me to really sit down and think about what I'm going to do longer term and how it will work money wise. I finally feel a little bit of peace 
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I genuinely have a choice and I don't have to be bullied into doing something I don't want to do.
Elle-dee
Oh good, I'm glad something is settling in your mind. Sometimes you really can count on mums to be there. Just make sure you do think about what you want to do long-term, get your life sorted and see where you want to be in 10 years time! x